From: Jonathon Blake Area: RPSTOVAL To: Darrin Hyrup 19 Sep 92 09:19:18 Subject: BBS Freedom of Speech UpdReq quoting DARRIN HYRUP ___------------------------------------------------------------------------ DH}>If you give me a list of the files, and the internet address of the site(s) DH}>in question, I could ftp them myself and put them up for if i hadn't have sent that list to the great big hardrive in the sky, i'd give it to you. DH}>up in your mailbox in a few days. If you have UUCP access DH}>and need more information about that, let me know. i'm either going to join gwinnet.com, which has uucp access, or cleveland freenet, which allows limited ftp access, but has most of the files i'd want to ftp anyway. Love Is The Law, Love Under Will. Jonathon * SLMR 2.1a * Compiled, first screen came up, ship it!!! 718499927771849992777184999277718499927771849992777184999277718 From: Scott Brush Area: RPSTOVAL To: All 20 Sep 92 16:40:18 Subject: DRUG USE IN MAGICK UpdReq To all earnest seekers of self: Last night I came to the startling conclusion that all my years of using drugs as a tool for self discovery coupled with ceremonial magick have failed to yield valuable insights. While on pot all that comes through is static in the mechanisms of my brain and mind. What seems a great realization of self has simply turned out to be confusion that I have fixated on in a nervous state. Ceremonial magick only increases the sense of significance to the illusions of an overexcited brain. At long last I see the truth and must trash a great deal of work done over the years. I ask anyone whhad experien in this area and the courage to talk about it openly on this BBS to share some of their insights. It seems I've suffered from lack of knowledge in this area and am interested in finding out more. Aleister Crowley has written a great deal on this subject but from the point of view of a master of magick and yoga. At some points he seems to insinuate that the use of drugs and sex in magick should only be used by adepts of the A.A. who are the only persons qualified to do so reliably. Not one to accept limitations imposed by others this has not stopped me in my seeking of knowledge and experience. Now, however, I find myself at a turning point and am ready for new ideas. Talk to me. 718499927771849992777184999277718499927771849992777184999277718