From:    Todd Spencer                           Area: ENOCHIAN
To:      Fir                                    10 Feb 94 23:54:54
Subject: Hello                                  UpdReq 

 TS> I've always had to pursue my studies in a solitary fashion.  I
TS> could do with the perspective of other's opinions.
 FIR> Had to or chosen to?  Personally it has never felt right for me to
FIR> join a group.
 Yeah, well, I'm not a joiner by nature either.  One of my major shamanic
totems was a solitary hunter.  Participating here is actually a trifle
unnerving to me.  Powerful mystical experiences often involve mental states
that many psychologists would define as: hallucinatory, delusion, schizoid,
or even psychotic.  Thus, I've been a trifle reluctant to discuss my
experiences with most people.  Thanks for the kind invitation to this forum.



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