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[v_  Monday_]  June 10th  [1918 _e.v._]

   8:45   444  asking  555.  Wizard as usual -- thoughtful.

   T:  How is Bazedon?
   A:  A little clearer -- stronger -- smiling a little -- looking
towards 729.
   B[azedon]:  Will I have mental strength to meet strains that are
coming upon me?
   A:  437.  _Balm, balsam tree._
   (A):  How can I get this balm?
   A:  3)531
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      3)177
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        )  59   59 _+_ 9 =_ Sex -- satisfaction._
   T:  In what way is this to be done?
   A:  271.  _Angel  2  dec[an] _i_-- Lord of Great Strength _=_ steady_
_force and purpose._
   T:  To what end?
   A:  87.  _(cf. entry of  June  9 re 333.)_
   B[azedon]:  What is the character of my `conscious flying
experience'?
   A:  327 =_ triple expansion of her sphere._
   B:  Why can't I do it again?
   A:  563.  _Washing of hands._
   B:  What should I wash my hands of?
   A:  734.   =_ to bring forth _=_ 2 = 367, homunculus._
   B:  How can this be done?
   A:  5)765
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      3)153
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        )  51 _= _15 =_ Devotion to Nuit._
   T:  How is that devotion to be done?
   A:  263.  _Angel  2nd  dec[an]  _{k} _;  Angel 2nd  dec[an]  _{l} _._
_Earned success,  6  S[words].  9  C[ups] _=_ Karma Yoga_
_(see 87 above)._
   T:  Explain this.
   A:
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                 {u} _ of _#_.  56.  Strangers. People travelling. Humility and_
_integrity._
   B:  What shall I do about the house on 24th street?
   A:
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                 _[37]  Use common sense._
   B:  What practical steps should I take to devote myself to Nuit?
   A:  129.  _Pleasure, delight._
   T:  What form should this take?
   A:  73.  _The Wise One ( _i.e._ 666) or The Camel ( _i.e._ 555)._
   T:  W.s.s.d.w.r.t.t.p.? _(What should she do with regard to this_
_person?)_
   A:  429.  _A lion's whelp. Judgment, equity._
   T:  What lion?
   A:  374 =_ 2 = 187 _=_ Chokmah _=_ 666 again._
   T:  W.i.h.f.w.r.t.t.w.? _(What is her function with regard to this_
_whelp?)_
   A:
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                 _[50]  Caldron etc. Cooling, preparing food etc., _i.e.
_general protection._

      Finished  9:50.