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{u} _ Sunday  _[April  21,  1918  e.v.]

   9.20  [a.m.]
      Arcteon was ill during the night. Achita slept and
Therion had the following vision which he dictated to
Arcteon at 9.20.
      Critical glyphs, I saw how these are arranged.
When any idea arises it is recorded automatically in
every department of the mind. Each department im
mediately sends in a report as to how it is effected by
the idea, but of course only those reports which are
loud make themselves heard in the consciousness. I got
a clear idea of the spider's web structure of the mind.
The _ahamkara_ appeared to me like a crystal, four
hexagonal columns joined to the base (maybe octagonal,
am not sure). And brought to a blunt point, each point
occupying one of the angles of a tetrahedron which
may explain the pyramid-phallus symbol. This glowed
more or less brightly as each idea was recorded, rather
like a tell-tale electric-light which registers a current
passing thru a machine and gauges it. This crystal
bulged or shrank to a certain extent from time to time
but never lost the tetrahedral form. The colour of the
light was that peculiar gold which jewellers call a rose
finish. I am now reminded of the jewel of Mara. This
glow is very closely connected with pleasure and pain.
I got away from this by understanding it as a mere
ganglion or node of the web and did several mystic
stunts.