AB.14


   [w Wednesday]  December  13th  [1911  W-V.]


      No ceremony.
   9:06 P.M.  (This is actual 8:59 circa._)_  Ready.
   9:07 P.M.  Nemo Adest.
   9:10  Seer ready.

   P:  Is Ab-ul-Diz there?
   S:  Has been here for some time.
   P:  Will he answer questions?
   S:  Yes.
   P:  C.A.c.? _(Can Anna come?)_
   S:  C.A.?
   P:  n.n.e.? _(Can Preston come?)_
   S:  Yes: always and O.F. Faith _(3 times.)_
   P:  n.a.c. _(Can Anna come?)_
   S:  No. (Tonight there'll be trouble. I feel it.)
   P:  Why?
   S:  Lack of faith. If only you'd believe and go straight etc.
   P:  Who is doubting?
   S:  You.
   P:  Not at all.
   S:  Yes.
   P:  You, o seer, have doubted.
   S:  _(General assertion of faith.)_ Prove me.
   P:  I tried you.
   S:  3 . . . 2.
   P:  I tested your faith several times.
   S:  The answer is X.X.X.1.A.A. and you never tried the supreme
test.
   P:  W.K.g.i.h.p.? _(Will Kundry g[ive] up her p[earls]?)_
   S:  No: not yet.
   P:  What will happen in that case?
   S:  What happened to you before.
   P:  Ah God! -- Is it too late?
   S:  No. Not too late, but too little faith.
   P:  Take these in your hand. _(P. gave S. the [pearls].)_
   S:  Why? . . . They've disappeared, there's nothing left; they no
longer exist. . . Never mind: I'm at home with them;
_( _i.e._ the Brothers)_ how well they know! . . . Begin his name
with last letter; write it otherwise and add 22. Begin
with . . . ZIDLUBA add 22. Oh, mother! _(a noise)_.
   P:  What have you done?
   S:  I've thrown away the p[earls]. I was quite right. He tells me
so. If you can't give me spiritual gifts and things of value I
don't need any. I don't need pearls; I need light.
   P:  What shall be done with the pearls?
   S:  Nothing; they're of no value. Understand; for God's sake
understand. You must ask such questions differently.
   P:  S.t.p.b.s.t.V.? _(Shall the pearls be sent to V.V.V.V.V.?)_
   S:  Wait: and know. You were answered this question before.
   P:  B.n.? T.s.s.s. _(But now? They stir up strife.)_
__   S:  Yes: are _you_ ready to serve?
   P:  Have I not served?
   S:  Not completely.
   P:  What remains for me to give up?
   S:  The Unknowable. There are seven stars. (7 _x_'s) 5 you have
past; 2 are ready. 1 you hold now in the form of a cross.
Now ask what you will. All help is ready. Are you ready to
serve? Ask what proof you will.
   P:  Yes. M.w.t.A.w.u.? _(May we take Anna with us?)_
   S:  A man on a journey.
   P:  Yes or no?
   S:  Yes.
   P:  M.w.t.P.a.w.? _(May we take Preston as well?)_
   S:  Yes.
   P:  But you said otherwise before. Why this change?
   S:  Lack of faith.
   P:  We swear to obey whatever you order in this matter.
A.w.t.b.t.o.f.? _(Are we to be three or four?)_
   S:  To go?
   P:  Yes. T. or F.?
   S:  Ask in another way.