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(el)u80ici1.11h49.  Yea, also verily Thou art the cool still water of the wizard fount.  I have bathed in Thee, and lost me in Thy stillness.

50.  That which went in as a brave boy of beautiful limbs cometh forth as a maiden, as a little child for perfection.

51.  O Thou light and delight, ravish me away into the milky ocean of the stars!

52.  O Thou Son of a light-transcending mother, blessed be Thy name, and the Name of Thy Name, throughout the ages!

53.  Behold!  I am a butterfly at the Source of Creation; let me die before the hour, falling dead into thine infinite stream!

54.  Also the stream of the stars floweth ever majestical unto the Abode; bear me away upon the Bosom of Nuit!

55.  This is the world of the waters of Maim; this is the bitter water that becometh sweet.  Thou art beautiful and bitter, O golden one, O my Lord Adonai, O thou Abyss of Sapphire!

56.  I follow Thee, and the waters of Death fight strenuously against me.  I pass unto the Waters beyond Death and beyond Life.

57.  How shall I answer the foolish man?  In no way shall he come to the Identity of Thee!

58.  But I am the Fool that heedeth not the Play of the Magician.  Me doth the Woman of the Mysteries instruct in vain; I have burst the bonds of Love and of Power and of Worship.

59.  Therefore is the Eagle made one with the Man, and the gallows of infamy dance with the fruit of the just.

60.  I have descended, O my darling, into the black shining waters, and I have plucked Thee forth as a black pearl of infinite preciousness.

61.  I have gone down, O my God, into the abyss of the all, and I have found Thee in the midst under the guise of No Thing.

62.  But as Thou art the Last, Thou art also the Next, and as the Next do I reveal Thee to the multitude.

63.  They that ever desired Thee shall obtain Thee, even at the End of their Desire.

64.  Glorious, glorious, glorious art Thou, O my lover supernal, O Self of myself.

65.  For I have found Thee alike in the Me and the Thee; there is no difference, O my beautiful, my desirable One!  In the One and the Many have I found Thee; yea, I have found Thee.